It takes more than just a good looking body. You’ve got to have the heart and soul to go with it. —Epictetus
SUN IN GEMINI – MOON IN LEO
Symbolon Card is the Actor – Keyword is Truth
You may feel like you are always on a stage. You are wondering who is the real person inside the actor. As you feel empty without an audience, you are always on the go meeting people. Try to figure out what happens inside of you when you are alone. You are always seeking a leading role to play. Unless you are a professional actor, how come you are acting as a leader but are not the leader yourself? We all have many personas (in our job, in our family and with anybody else). Those many masks are healthy protections for our many inner vulnerabilities. The error though is to mistaken our masks for our true self, with our ego at its center. Our ego is key to a healthy consciousness and needs power for our own existence. Negating our ego for material or spiritual growth is absurd. Do not not hide your power needs behind false modesty or delusional masks. So, honor your true heathy ego-consciousness, keep your true healthy personas alive and trust your true healthy self. Observe without judgment your toxic personality sides. They will dissolve by themselves and so will your emptiness feelings.