Perhaps I’m not a good actor, but I would be even worse at doing anything else. —Sean Connery
SUN IN GEMINI – MOON IN GEMINI
Symbolon Card is the Mediator – Keyword is Actor
You may feel like you are living someone else’s life instead of your own. You are wondering why you can’t help interfering in other people lives. You are always connecting to other persons activities instead of spending your time on your own things. You are feeling a certain emptiness that you are willfully denying to yourself. To hide it from others you are acting as a mediator for them or reporting about their actions. Deep inside, you know that you are an actor. The danger lies in confusing the boundaries between the actor and the actual role. When Kevin Spacey plays the President, his real self is Kevin Spacey the actor. While he can play the President better than the President himself, Spacey the President is only a role. Your answer lies in accepting your mission to be an actor and honoring it. Once you gain full awareness about the differentiation between you the actor and your role, the dilemma will disappear and with it the emptiness feeling. Don’t waste your time trying to change your mission. People love you for the actor you are and you should too.